In the morning.. I hope that everything goes fine
and I do always really hope that everytime I wake up
from such a single bed for one man
who always wait for something good..
Few hours later after I woke up
people outside are happy
with what are they doing in that moment..
but me? all I do is just something like that
I'm a kind of grumpy and useless in people's eyes in that time
maybe few watching, but many of them don't care..
maybe there's a reason why, but why it's still hidden
and they never tell me?
it's because like I've expressed, many of them don't care..
at eleven, I go to place that I hope..
I get something well to brighten up this day
it helps me alot and i have alot of fun
but that feel just bright in hours until someone's go home..
usually gives some of us some monetary
but now leaves us with nothing.. especially me
I've been nice to, but still leaves with nothing
this second, I have a Question
what kind of day is this?
is this a real suffer or kind of what?
I don't know the answer, and even my soul..
it really hurts me alot actually and that's the reason
why I have that Question and I'm still waiting for the answer..
is this a first of suffer into happiness or..
I don't know.. and it really hurts..
